A very bad Friday

Today was the most emotional day of my life. I can't take this knowing that I am going to lose my baby. I know there is reason for everything but the anticipation of knowing drives me crazy!! I know this sounds awful but I really am praying that God does not let this linger on any more. .. Please Lord.. When I got home Mike said lets go.. We went to Disneyland and had a great date night and no reminders of what is happening. I love him..