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Latest and Greatest!

Well here is what has been going on in my crazy world. First off, things are back to normal . I am feeling great and my energy is back. I emotionally am doing well after the miscarriage and I am moving forward. We are back to excersising regularly and I am back to running. It feels great to be back and doing that stuff again. My goal is to run the marathon next year. Right now I can run a full mile without stopping. What an accomplishment. Meantime, we are staying busy with Outreach stuff, excersise, Worshipout and church. So yes.. we have a full scheudule. It is nice to be back though :) God is doing awesome things in our lives, sometimes we have to focus on the good and not the bad. Until next time :) Blessings !

Hiking!!

Our Hike !

What a beautiful Day!! Too nice to stay in . So after work Mike and I went hiking!! Here are some picutures with our Furry son Charlie :) As we walked I was snapping pictures of God's nature. Wow!! So beautiful!! It amazes me that some people actually think all this was created by accident!! LOL.. Enjoy :)

Donations NEEDED !!

HI,
It is that time again. Onelite will be in city of Pomona on April 3rd at Sharkies Park . We are in need of 1000 Easter baskets and volunteers. Please contact me if you can donate. Anything is appreciated. Cost of the basket is $5.00 . You can make your own from Dollar tree. Please let me know. God is moving :)

A night of Worship

Last night we had a Worshipout gig in Pomona. It was great. I was reminded durning the service of how Great God is and that He is with us no matter what. I felt that the service was a time of resoration for me. I had been feeling like I could not worship.... I had been praying that God breakthrough that cause I did not want to feel that way. I felt like I was literally fighting my flesh. In the end I feel restored, cleansed and anew. One of my favorites is Blessed be the Name cause in that song we are reminded that no matter what, whether Walking through the Desert or when the sun Shinning down, we need to still Bless His Name. Just like Job did in the Bible. That man was stripped of everything and he still Praised God! WOW!! That blows me away!
Thank you Lord for Restoration, it is because of you!

Vacation !! ( Better late , then Never)

A much needed Vacation in Lake Tahoe with Friends and Family. What a blessed time :)
March 8-12th, 2010

Vacation a time to rest

Vacation is a time for rest and rejuvenation.. This week will be good .. We are doing good and handling things well. Thank you for prayers :)

Thursday the day of disaster!

OH MY! If i did not have Jesus in my life, who knows what I would have done. Today my day started with heavy bleeding and cramping. Followed by a horrible dream of being trapped and then a horrible doctors appointment that I went to alone. I will never go to that Doc again. First I waited for 30 min in a room alone with tons of baby stuff around me, naked and trying to not get the bed dirty... Then when he came in he did an exam and gave me a picture of my empty womb! What the Heck!! So I went to work and when I got there I was greeted by a rude manager and was already upset and did not want to deal with him. I then went to my office and spilled my tea all over my desk, then there was no Internet access so I could not work. Mind you I have been out of the office all week and I need to work cause I am going on vacation next week. By the time the IT guy got there the Internet was working cause he did the same exact thing that I did which was unplug the Internet... Hello, I did that !!! I got a pedicure and then went home to cuddle up in my bed and cry!! It was such a horrible day and then It all hit me.. I am not pregnant anymore.. Doubt started to creep in and I started thinking. I refuse to let the Devil use this to rip me apart. I refuse to let him take my mind and my soul and I refuse to let him come in between me and my husband. I know that God is doing something big cause the Devil ain't happy about it. I know that my victory is coming. I just have to hold on. HOld on to the miracle that God is doing, Hold on cause my string that I was hanging on to is now a rope... I know it is coming.

So with all that... I am thankful that I have God to lean on cause I know and I pray for those that don't have that hope that I do. Lord please help them.. Thank you for being my strength..

Day to Day...

Today is day two of staying home. I am still cramping and still have lots of pain but I feel better. My mom is coming today to stay with me. It will be nice to see her. I think we both need eachother right now. Michael has been awesome and I could not ask for anything more. He is the best husband ever.. thank you Lord for blessing me with a wonderful man..

Today was the day :(

Today was the day I woke up with the worse cramps in my entire life!! It started last night. I knew this was coming , I could feel it all weekend. So Mike stayed home with me today. By 8:45 my cramps were so bad that I did not know what to do. Since I am a bari patient, the nurse had the doctor give me something I could take since I can not take Motrin or Ibprofin. I tried to avoid taking the meds they gave me which was Vicodin but the pain was to much. About half hour into the first pill my pain was subsiding. However it still was bad, so the nurse called and told me to take another one as prescribed. I did take that and my pain was limited and my body was numb. Let me tell you that is some good stuff!! The day consisted of Vicodin and heating pads and rest. By 3 pm I finally lost the baby.... I think at this point I did not know what to feel. I went on with the day and just let it be. My body is numb and my mind is crazy. I know this too will pass.. ..